`Friday, December 31, 2004;__
worst new yr eve ever!!
Wad a fucked up day i have!
new year eve? such a stopid day!
i'm rottin, rottin at home! doin NTH!!
yea i mean NTH! no mood to go out!
is rainin heavily outside!!! worst
new year eve ever!
no mood to do anything! wanted to
change my blog skin but didnt!
i dun have the damn mood! not at all..
this yr no countdown, no celebration,
no NOTHING for me!
oh yea and the best 'present' for the last
day of year 2004 is `*FUCK YOU`*
i got pissed off jus bcos of tt!
oh and tt 'present' is from CHUA CHEN SWEE!
yea he called me lk so many fuckin times!!
he told me his is sick! and ask me to show
concern!! argh!!! fuck u!!! do u noe i'm dyin?
and u keep callin my name! wad for??
pls i dunnoe how to show concern!
i aint a human! happy!? i simply dun give a
fuck abt how sick u r okay!!! i'm not good at
expressin my feelins so yea if u think i aint
good enough to be ur fren u all can jus fuck off!
get the hell out off my sight! coz i'm always lk tt!
i dun show concern or maybe i do, but i dun
noe how to concole or show concern in the
way tt u expected from me!!!
i've got my probs and u dun seem to give a
fuck abt it! wad u always do is to irritate me!
u r so irritatin! do u noe tt! not all times!
but most of the times!!! i'm born in thhis world
aint for u to scold when u r sad! aint for u to scold
when the moment i sign in to MSN! i had enough!
u always think tt u r jk ONLY yea tts wad u think!
but how do u react when ppl scold u! how
do u feel? seriously i'm here aint for u to scold!
aint for u to show ur fucked up attidude!
u think ur the only one who can show attidude yea?
think abt it! if u can show other ppl tt fucked up
attidude of urs why cant we show attidude to u!
is logical..
my last day of year 2004 in my whole life
is ruin by U and tt freakin weatheR!!!
[[ worst new year eve ever!!]]
`_______LISTEN TO MY HEART_______;__ 7:02 PM;__
